a very big part of me knew this day would come,
the day when the penny would drop
and would clarify the reason why nothing ever worked
and no one ever really fit
before now
that “this was waiting for me all along”
“it was always gonna happen this way,
all you needed is what you gave it,
time…
patience…
a little faith and a touch of cynicism”
atleast, that’s what the voice in my head says
and what a clever little voice it is
 
based on past disappointments
I’m actually not capable of giving myself up too easily anymore, but its good this way.
A dash of caution with a sprinkle of scepticism never hurt anyone, I’ve learnt.
 
Little Miss “I came in like a wrecking ball” had her time to shine
and crash.
and burn.
but now Little Miss “Quietly-confident” is having her day in the sun
 
so let me do just that, for now,
be quietly confident…
let this (what feels a lot like magic) unfold.
ssssshhh….
this is me being quietly confident. let’s not jinx it.